Bedouine on the Long Tail of Sadness: Displacement and Identity in Neon Summer Skin

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Bedouine (Azniv Korkejian) has released her fourth album "Neon Summer Skin," a deeply personal work that explores themes of displacement, identity, and security. The musician, whose family fled conflict in the Middle East, discusses how her experiences of leaving Syria and Saudi Arabia have shaped her latest musical offering.

The Musical Journey of Displacement

The title track to "Neon Summer Skin" recreates a perfect day from Korkejian's childhood, painting a picture of safety that contrasts with the reality of growing up in regions affected by conflict. "I wanted to paint a picture of what it's like to feel safe," she explains. "So much of the record is about not having the luxury to not consider your own safety."

A Family's Flight from Conflict

Korkejian's family, of Armenian descent, lived in Syria before moving to a US compound in Saudi Arabia. In 1995, unnerved by the proximity of the Gulf War, they successfully applied for the green card lottery and relocated to the US. "And thank God, because we would eventually have had to return to Syria," Korkejian reflects. "I don't know what would have happened to us then."

The Emotional Landscape of Exile

Despite escaping the violence that would later engulf Syria, Korkejian describes the "long tail of sadness" that comes with displacement. "You can escape the slaughter, but still there's this long tail of sadness, to be parted from people and places that mean so much to you," she says. The album captures this complex emotional landscape through songs like "On My Own" and "Canopies."

Artistic Evolution and Personal Expression

While her earlier records felt intimate and conspiratorial, "Neon Summer Skin" represents a departure in style. Korkejian embraced a "middle of the road" approach inspired by artists like Carole King and Elton John, aiming for "more emotional expression, more melodic movement, more crooning." This evolution coincided with her parents' second displacement, as they moved from Saudi Arabia to Armenia after retirement.

Humanizing the Middle Eastern Experience

In promoting the album, Korkejian plans to exhibit her parents' old photos from their time in Syria and Lebanon. "People from the Middle East are often perceived as violent and horrible, and there's pity, too," she explains. "I want to humanise them." Through both her music and these visual artifacts, she seeks to present a more nuanced view of Middle Eastern life and identity.