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Sports May 23, 2026

Whitehouse's Heroic Penalty Saves Sends Charlton to WSL and Leicester Down

Republic of Ireland goalkeeper Sophie Whitehouse saved four penalties in a dramatic shootout to sec…
The Goalkeeping Masterclass That Sealed Charlton's WSL FutureSophie Whitehouse etched her name into Charlton folklore as she saved four penalties in the shootout to win her side promotion to the Women's Super League and relegated Leicester in the process. The Republic of Ireland goalkeeper's heroics gave Charlton a 2-1 victory on penalties to settle the nerviest playoff tie you could imagine after a goalless 120 minutes. The result capped off a dismal season for Leicester, who have lost every match they have played in 2026, while for Charlton the joy was unbridled and it was a case of 'second-time lucky' after they had lost a decisive game on the regular season's final day that had seen them miss out on automatic promotion.The Historic Playoff Drama at The ValleyThe first time such a playoff tie has been seen in the WSL, this fixture was introduced by the league partly with the idea of having a showcase game to draw in interest for broadcasters and create a climax to the season. They certainly got the drama they were hoping for at the very end but most of the match was remarkably cagey, lacking quality and low on chances.Leicester arrived in south-east London on a dismal run, winless since the middle of December, having lost 11 consecutive league games and 12 in a row in all competitions. Charlton were similarly low on confidence after ending the regular league campaign with a disappointing run of just one win and four defeats in their final seven league matches, which saw them surrender an automatic promotion spot. Charlton had been nine points clear in mid-March, and missed a chance to go 12 points clear earlier that month, but were eventually overtaken by both Crystal Palace and Birmingham, who won the title with a pivotal victory at Charlton on the season's final day.The Financial Stakes of Women's Football PromotionCompared to the £205m that was on the line about 15 miles away, for the men's playoff decider between Hull and Middlesbrough, the financial prize on offer for securing a top-flight place in the WSL was rather more negligible in comparison, with one club source estimating to the Guardian that the winner would stand to benefit from a boost in the 'hundreds of thousands of pounds' through a greater share of central distribution money compared to WSL2. The greater value in top-flight WSL football lies in the potential increase in club-specific commercial deals that can be negotiated as a result of the greater exposure offered with live games on the BBC and Sky Sports, with another source with knowledge of a WSL club's finances estimating that could be worth more than a million pounds per season, or more, depending on each club's voracity in sponsorship negotiations.How This Reshapes the Women's Football LandscapeBut try telling any of the players or staff – or the 3,979 fans in attendance who set a new club record for a Charlton women's home match at The Valley, surpassing the previous record that had stood for 23 years – that this was any less important. The passionate turnout demonstrates the growing interest in women's football and the significance of promotion to the top tier. Charlton's elevation to the WSL brings another competitive London-based team to the league, potentially increasing local rivalries and drawing more media attention to the sport in the capital. Meanwhile, Leicester's relegation marks a significant downturn for a club that had previously invested in their women's team, highlighting the competitive volatility in the lower tiers of women's football.What's Next for Charlton and LeicesterFor Charlton, the focus now shifts to preparing for life in the WSL, where they will face established top-tier teams and likely need to strengthen their squad to compete at the higher level. Their goalkeeper Sophie Whitehouse has already proven her worth with the Golden Glove award in WSL2 and her heroics in the playoff, but the team as a whole will need to adapt to the increased pace and physicality of the top division. For Leicester, the challenge is to regroup immediately and build a squad capable of winning promotion back to the WSL at the first attempt, learning from their dismal 2026 campaign that saw them lose every match. Both clubs will now be navigating the complex financial landscape of women's football, with Charlton seeking to capitalize on their new top-tier status through commercial opportunities, while Leicester must find ways to maintain investment despite being in the second tier.
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Politics May 23, 2026

Turkish-Syrian Joint Operation Nets 10 Suspected ISIL Members

Turkish and Syrian intelligence services conducted a joint operation in Syria, arresting 10 individ…
Joint Counter-Terrorism Operation in SyriaTurkish and Syrian intelligence services have arrested 10 people suspected of having links to ISIL (ISIS) in a joint operation conducted in neighboring Syria. According to Turkish state broadcaster TRT, the operation represents a significant collaboration between the two countries' security agencies.The suspects allegedly took part in what officials described as "terrorist attacks" in Turkiye, with Turkish authorities closely monitoring their movements before the apprehension. This operation highlights the growing security cooperation between Ankara and Damascus.Significance of the Arrested IndividualsAmong those detained, one individual has alleged links to those responsible for the twin bombings in the Turkish capital, Ankara, in 2015, which killed more than 100 people. Another suspect, Ali Bora, is believed to have served as ISIL's intelligence chief for Turkiye after joining the group in 2014.During questioning, the detainees allegedly admitted they were members of ISIL and had received training and operational instructions from the group. These admissions provide valuable intelligence for ongoing counter-terrorism efforts in the region.International Cooperation Through InterpolThe operation was facilitated by international cooperation, as Interpol had issued Red Notices for all 10 individuals. A Red Notice functions as an international arrest warrant, requesting law enforcement agencies worldwide to locate and arrest pending extradition or surrender.The use of Interpol mechanisms demonstrates the transnational nature of counter-terrorism efforts and the importance of international legal frameworks in combating terrorist organizations that operate across borders.Regional Security ImplicationsThe joint operation between Turkey and Syria marks a significant development in regional security dynamics. Ankara and Damascus have deepened ties since Syria's de facto leader, President Ahmed al-Sharaa, and his forces overthrew longtime ruler Bashar al-Assad.This cooperation suggests a potential shift in regional alliances and counter-terrorism strategies, with neighboring countries increasingly working together to address shared security threats from extremist groups like ISIL.Future Counter-Terrorism CooperationThe success of this joint operation may pave the way for increased intelligence sharing and coordinated counter-terrorism efforts between Turkey and Syria. As both countries face security challenges from extremist groups, this collaboration could become a model for addressing transnational security threats in the region.Future operations may target remaining ISIL networks operating in border areas, with potential implications for regional stability and the broader fight against terrorism in the Middle East.
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Sports May 23, 2026

French Open Agrees to Talks with Players Over Grand Slam Prize Money

The French Tennis Federation has agreed to talks with players over grand slam prize money, promisin…
The French Open's Stance on Prize Money The French Tennis Federation (FFT) has pledged to make concrete proposals about increased prize money, player welfare and representation within the next month in talks with leading agents at the French Open. Background of the Dispute The discussions took place on Friday, the same day many players, including the world No 1s Jannik Sinner and Aryna Sabalenka, collectively decided to limit their pre-tournament media briefings to 15 minutes in protest at what they regard as insufficient prize money paid by the four grand slams. The Players' Demands The players are demanding that the percentage of prize money allocated by the slams be increased to 22%, to match the percentage paid by the ATP and WTA Tours. Currently, the slams allocate about 15% of their tournament revenues in prize money. The Impact of the Talks The players chose to only conduct their mandatory duties, a press conference and an interview with the host broadcaster, rather than the 60 to 90 minutes they usually devote to interviews, photoshoots and other media activities. The FFT has promised to return with detailed proposals within a fortnight of next month's final at Roland Garros. The Future of Grand Slam Prize Money Further meetings with the All England Club and the United States Tennis Association will take place in Paris next week, with the players keeping their options open in terms of potential protests at Wimbledon later in the summer.
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Entertainment May 23, 2026

Can Married at First Sight Ever Be Risk-Free? Safety Concerns Mount After Sexual Misconduct Allegations

Former participants and industry professionals question whether Married at First Sight can ever be …
The Lead Former Married at First Sight UK participant Adrian Sanderson has spoken out about the intense psychological pressure and isolation experienced during filming, stating that despite welfare protocols, the show format cannot be made completely safe for participants. His comments come after multiple women alleged sexual misconduct by their on-screen husbands on the show. The Reality TV Experiment Married at First Sight (MAFS) is a controversial reality format where strangers are matched by "experts" and married immediately upon meeting, with their relationships documented on camera. The UK version, aired on Channel 4, has faced intense scrutiny after multiple women came forward with allegations of rape and sexual assault by their on-screen partners. The show's producer, CPL, maintains that its welfare processes are "gold standard," while Channel 4 has launched two reviews into its handling of previous concerns. Participant Experiences Adrian Sanderson, who appeared in the 2022 series, described the disorienting experience of being left alone with his new "spouse" after filming ended, saying: "Honestly, I'll never ever forget that feeling – it was so difficult. When those producers leave you and you're, like: 'I'm alone – I don't get this. How is this about to happen?' It would be daunting for anyone." He also spoke about feeling isolated from friends and family during the process: "I couldn't really get near my friends and family. So I felt so isolated." Another participant, Megan Wolfe, who appeared in the 2021 series, suggested that the show could be adapted to be safer by lowering expectations of intimacy and allowing participants to opt into physical relationships rather than having to opt out. Industry Perspectives Emma Pringle, a producer who worked on MAFS and other reality dating shows, believes that while these shows could be produced more safely with genuine mental health experts rather than just welfare teams, it would fundamentally change the content. "If you want the current content, then no, I don't think they can be made safely in a way that protects everybody involved," she said. Pringle went further, suggesting that legislation is needed to regulate such shows: "It's not as simple as updating protocols. They have done that to death. I have witnessed some real, positive changes happen across the industry. We need legislation. We need the government to regulate this industry more. It's not working." Mark Stephens, a media lawyer, argued that the experiment of reality TV has gone too far, creating environments where participants are "removed from normal support networks" and "subject to engineered conflict." He noted that "these shows are not failing despite the pressure, they succeed because of it." The Future of Reality TV As Channel 4's chief executive Priya Dogra apologized for the distress of participants who made allegations, the debate continues about whether reality formats like Married at First Sight can be reformed to ensure participant safety without losing their dramatic appeal. The outcome of the ongoing reviews and potential regulatory changes could reshape not just this show but the entire reality television industry.
#Married at First Sight #Reality TV #Channel 4
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Sports May 23, 2026

Emma Raducanu Confirms Health Recovery Ahead of French Open Return

British tennis star Emma Raducanu is recovering from a post-viral illness that sidelined her for tw…
Raducanu's Comeback Journey Begins at Roland GarrosEmma Raducanu is hopeful her health issues are behind her as she prepares for her opening match at the French Open. The British No 1 takes on Argentina's Solana Sierra in the first round on Sunday in what will be just her second match since March following two-and-a-half months out with a post-viral illness.She lost a close contest with Diane Parry in her opening match in Strasbourg this week but feeling healthy again is the most important thing for the 23-year-old. "I feel a lot better," she said."I thought I'd completely flipped it. I think there's just been a little bit of a lingering cough recently. But I feel, health-wise, really good. I played a really positive match last week in Strasbourg in the sense it was over two hours, and I think physically I pulled up really well from it. So I'm happy to take that and build from it."Challenges of an Unseeded ReturnRaducanu's absence meant she dropped out of the top 32 and is therefore unseeded in Paris. She avoided the big names but the 21-year-old Sierra, who is ranked 64th, is very at home on clay, while she made a surprise run to the fourth round of Wimbledon last year.Raducanu said: "She's a great player. It's going to be a really tricky first round, especially coming in light on matches, but I'm just proud of how I'm approaching every day, proud of the work I'm putting in."I know I'm going to have to play really good tennis and be aggressive. I feel like the conditions are pretty lively so far in the practice days, as the weather is hot, but I think that could be a good thing. I just want to go out there and try and play on my terms as much as I can."British Contenders Face Physical HurdlesWith Jack Draper sidelined through injury, Cameron Norrie appeared to be the best hope of a deep British run but the 20th seed revealed he is struggling with a rib injury."I haven't been able to hit yet since I've arrived here, so just been enjoying Paris and resting," he said. "But I think I needed the rest, so maybe it's a good thing. I really know that I'm feeling the ball well. Luckily I'm scheduled on Tuesday, so I have some time to recover. Hopefully I can be good to play."Norrie, who takes on Paraguay's Adolfo Daniel Vallejo first up, admitted he may have over-trained, including playing a five-set training match against American Ben Shelton lasting nearly five hours.Other British Players Face Tough TestsThere are six British players in the main draws, with Norrie joined in the men's singles by Jacob Fearnley and qualifier Toby Samuel. Fearnley has also been battling a rib problem this season and has struggled to back up his stellar first season on tour, winning just seven matches all year. He has the carrot of a second-round clash with world No 1 Jannik Sinner if he can see off Juan Manuel Cerundolo.The 24-year-old, who has started working with Andy Murray's former fitness trainer Matt Little, said: "I did go up the rankings pretty fast and maybe just didn't have the time to really reflect on it and appreciate it for what it was. And maybe got too far ahead of myself. Life in general, there's ups and downs, and just on a little bit of a down right now, but no reason why I can't get back up."Samuel faces the eighth seed, Australia's Alex De Minaur, in his first grand slam appearance while, in the women's draw, Katie Boulter plays wild card Akasha Urhobo and Fran Jones meets former semi-finalist Beatriz Haddad Maia.
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Health May 23, 2026

The Rise of 'AI Face': Plastic Surgeons Warn of Unrealistic Expectations

Plastic surgeons are seeing an increase in clients with unrealistic AI-generated visions of their i…
The Rise of 'AI Face' Plastic surgeons are increasingly concerned about the rise of “AI face”, as more and more clients arrive in their offices with unrealistic AI-generated visions of what they want to look like. The Unrealistic Expectations Clients are coming to surgeons with photos of themselves beautified by AI and a false expectation that those results are achievable with surgery. Dr. Nora Nugent, a cosmetic surgeon from Tunbridge Wells, has seen this first hand and says many colleagues are having similar experiences. The Impact of AI on Beauty Standards AI-generated images are creating unattainable beauty standards, with clients demanding flawless skin, sharply sculpted cheekbones, refined noses, and near-perfect symmetry. Surgeons warn that these standards are too time-consuming, prohibitively expensive, and in many cases, physically unattainable. The Risks of Cosmetic Procedures Surgeons emphasize that cosmetic surgery outcomes are far from guaranteed, and that patients must understand the risks and limitations of procedures. Dr. Alex Karidis, a surgeon based in west London, notes that AI can control every single pixel, but surgery does not work on that microscopic level. The Future of Cosmetic Surgery As AI technology continues to advance, plastic surgeons are bracing for an increase in clients with unrealistic expectations. Dr. Nugent predicts that the trend will only continue, given the rate AI has been incorporated into every aspect of life.
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Sports May 23, 2026

Spain's Tennis Dynasty: From Nadal to Jodar, the School of Suffering Continues

Spain continues to produce elite male tennis players with Rafael Jodar becoming the latest Spanish …
The Rise of a New Spanish Tennis StarSpain is at it again. Just when tennis enthusiasts thought the Spanish dominance in men's tennis might be waning after Rafael Nadal's retirement, a new sensation has emerged. Rafael Jodar, the 19-year-old from Madrid, has completed a meteoric rise from being ranked around No. 700 in the world to becoming a seeded player at the French Open in just over a year. This unprecedented ascent has thrust him into the grand slam-winning conversation, adding to Spain's embarrassment of riches in men's tennis.The Jodar Phenomenon: From College Courts to Grand Slam ContenderJodar's journey is remarkable. A year ago, he was completing his freshman year at the University of Virginia, ranked outside the top 700. After winning several ATP Challenger titles, he decided to turn pro and forgo his final three years of college eligibility. He won his first main-level ATP match at this year's Australian Open, and now, after an almost unprecedented rise up the rankings, the 19-year-old will be among the 32 seeds when the French Open commences.Ironically, Jodar has stolen the mantle of the "next future champion" hype away from Brazilian João Fonseca, also 19, who was committed to play college tennis at Virginia with Jodar but instead decided to turn pro. One can only wonder if that college team, had it materialized, would have been among the best ever.Spain's Tennis Dynasty: Three Decades of DominanceTo have yet another player thrust into the grand slam-winning conversation adds to the utter embarrassment of riches Spain has enjoyed for more than three decades. Starting with Sergi Bruguera's back-to-back French Open titles in 1993 and 1994, Spanish men have enjoyed a nearly uninterrupted run of dominance with six different players winning grand slams.Consider this timeline of Spanish tennis excellence:1993-1994: Sergi Bruguera wins back-to-back French Open titles1998-2003: Carlos Moya wins French Open (1998) and reaches multiple other finals2003-2014: Rafael Nadal wins 14 French Open titles and 22 major championships overall2022-Present: Carlos Alcaraz wins 7 major titles, including his first at the 2022 US Open2026: Rafael Jodar becomes the latest Spanish player to be seeded at a grand slamThe only Open-era analog that comes to mind is Sweden's moment in the sport in the 1970s and 80s, with Björn Borg, Mats Wilander, and Stefan Edberg dominating men's tennis.The Spanish Method: Beyond Clay Court SpecialistsWith his ferocious hitting and aggressive posture constructing points, Jodar continues to put a nail in the coffin of the notion that Spanish players are primarily clay-court specialists. Nadal was unfairly burdened with the "he's great but only on clay" label very early, but his Wimbledon triumph in 2008 proved he could play on all surfaces. Alcaraz burst onto the scene as a fully formed all-court player, and now Jodar appears to be following in their footsteps.So how did Spain become such a powerhouse in the men's game? Many trace the origin story back to the early 1970s. The country's dictator Francisco Franco, inspired by Manolo Santana, the first Spaniard to win a grand slam, ordered the construction of thousands of red clay courts throughout Spain, literally building the infrastructure that laid the groundwork for what was to come.The Six Tenets of Spanish Tennis ExcellenceThough it took a generation, the coaching techniques and training regimens put in place 50 years ago in Spain have now become standard practice for players from around the world. The two coaches who were most instrumental in developing the Spanish brand of men's tennis in the 1980s and early 1990s were Pato Alvarez (now deceased), and Lluis Bruguera (the father of the aforementioned Sergi), who is in his 80s and still coaching.Both based in Barcelona, they developed a style of coaching that Chris Lewit, author of the book "The Secrets of Spanish Tennis," narrowed down to six tenets:Movement, footwork and balanceRacket speed and weapon buildingConsistencyDefensePhysical conditioningThe importance of sufferingThe Philosophy of Suffering: The Spanish Mental EdgeIt is this act of suffering, of fighting through and retaining a positive mental outlook in the midst of the mini-crises that exist in every match, that is the most significant throughline among all the recent Spanish champions. Nadal famously said that "you have to learn how to live with these kind of moments, and also to enjoy this suffering". Alcaraz echoed that with his view that "you have to find the joy in suffering".While Nadal was coached at home in Mallorca with his Uncle Toni and Alcaraz in an academy setting under his former coach Juan Carlos Ferrero, the hallmarks of Spanish tennis seamlessly moved from one generation to the next. This focus on the "suffering" and on the point construction has allowed the transition away from the clay-only successes of Bruguera to the all-court prowess that Alcaraz and now Jodar possess.It is this generational hand-off of not just the physical attributes and strategies necessary for triumph but the mental fortitude that is apparent with Jodar. Speaking of Nadal, Jodar said, "He was, I think, the best mentality wise. He never gave up in a match. He stayed there for every moment that the match was bringing him and tried to play his best tennis with the things he was doing throughout those days. I think watching him inspired me when I was younger."Global Influence and the Changing Nature of TennisIf the Spanish method has been such an incredible success then why haven't more countries followed their lead? Many countries and players already have tried. A teenaged Andy Murray became so inspired by the Spanish style that he spent significant time training in Barcelona under the tutelage of Alvarez, and he has spoken of how huge an impact those years in Spain had on his development into a three-time grand slam champion.Jose Higueras, a former Spanish pro who was one of the first players to emerge under the new Spanish system in the 1970s, imported much of the program to the United States when he started working with US pros in the 1990s. He wanted to bring that clay-court attitude to the American style of play, which was usually focused on a big serve and forehand. And it yielded immediate results. Higueras coached Michael Chang to his sole grand slam title at the 1989 French Open and then worked with Jim Courier as the coach played a pivotal role in the last golden era of American tennis.One can implement all the correct protocols and latest methods, but it's all for naught if the attitude and, more importantly, talent isn't there. Some is ingrained; some is just luck. Spain has been blessed with Nadal and Alcaraz, two extraordinary athletic specimens with an unusual combination of strength and reflexes. And in addition to Jodar, 20-year-old Martin Landaluce is another Spaniard on the rise making significant noise.The sport – much to the chagrin of the old-school traditionalists who prefer a serve-and-volley style – has also changed over the last few decades into a slower game with the more homogenous court speeds. Gone are the fast grass courts of years past. Most hard courts have been slowed down, creating the perfect conditions for the Spanish style to thrive.The Future of Spanish Tennis: A Conveyor Belt of ChampionsWhatever the reasons for their dominance, the Spanish conveyor belt of champions shows no sign of slowing down. With Jodar joining the ranks of Nadal and Alcaraz, and with Landaluce also making noise, Spain's tennis dynasty appears set to continue. The Spanish method – emphasizing movement, consistency, defense, physical conditioning, and most importantly, finding joy in suffering – has proven to be a winning formula that has produced multiple generations of champions.As Jodar prepares for his French Open debut as a seeded player, tennis fans around the world will be watching to see if he can continue the Spanish tradition of excellence. One thing is certain: Spain's school of suffering has forged yet another star, and the tennis world will be better for it.
#Rafael Nadal #Carlos Alcaraz #Rafael Jodar
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Entertainment May 23, 2026

Ponies Review: Emilia Clarke's Joyful 70s Spy Thriller

The TV series 'Ponies' starring Emilia Clarke and Haley Lu Richardson as two widows turned spies in…
The Lead 'Ponies' is a weirdly joyful and bizarrely endearing espionage thriller cum female buddy caper set in 1970s Moscow. The series, starring Emilia Clarke and Haley Lu Richardson as two widows turned spies, has been praised for its unique blend of modern feminist sensibility and 70s movie aesthetics. The Event Details The show's setup is almost embarrassingly absurd: the wives of two dead CIA agents persuade their husbands' boss to take them on as spies, on the grounds that the KGB will never suspect that women have been recruited. The series follows their adventures as they navigate the world of espionage, using their unique skills and personalities to overcome challenges. The Character Dynamics Clarke and Richardson play Bea, a Wellesley-educated daughter of Belarussian emigrants who speaks fluent Russian, and Twila, a brash, blue-collar American. Their chemistry makes them greater than the sum of their parts, and their odd couple dynamic is a highlight of the show. The Impact Analysis 'Ponies' is a mashup of genres and tropes, but it is its own thing too – and an unexpected treat at that. The show's blend of humor, action, and heart makes it a standout in the espionage thriller genre. The Prediction With its unique blend of style, humor, and heart, 'Ponies' is likely to appeal to fans of espionage thrillers and female buddy comedies alike. The show's success could pave the way for more innovative and genre-bending series in the future.
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Entertainment May 23, 2026

Game of Thrones' Hannah Murray on Being Sectioned: 'I Am Not Concerned'

Game of Thrones actress Hannah Murray shares her experience of being sectioned in a psychiatric hos…
The LeadGame of Thrones actress Hannah Murray shares her experience of being sectioned in a psychiatric hospital in her new memoir "The Make-Believe: A Memoir of Magic and Madness." The actress describes her mental health journey and the experience of being involuntarily admitted under the Mental Health Act.The Hospital ExperienceThe door to the room opens. A man enters the room. He is a Black man, bald and overweight. He is dressed in uniform. Blue uniform, a blue lanyard that reads "NHS". But I know Steve, the leader of the organisation that introduced me to magic, is a magician. I know he can appear in disguise.I approach the man and try to kiss him.He does not let me kiss him. Then no. It is not Steve.The man has brought me a plate of toast. He has brought me a cup of tea. I add sugar to the tea, which I would never have done in my former life, but a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down!I am a Ritual Master. And this, drinking my own urine, is a powerful ritual. This is all I need now to survive … I will never need to eat again. I survive on liquids and air and lightI do not eat the toast. I drink the tea. I am alone in the room again and I urinate into the cup and drink that too.I am a Ritual Master. And this, drinking my own urine, is a powerful ritual. This is all I need now to survive. It is the most potent of potions I can drink. I am a self-contained, utterly self-sufficient being. I will never need to eat again. I survive on liquids and air and light.I decide to explore outside the room. Outside my sanctuary. He has not come. So maybe I need to go searching for him …The Phone CallTime jumps. I am in a corridor lit by overhead strip lights. The electric light is pale yellow in tone. I am sat on one of three chairs in a row against the wall. The chairs are purple, curved plastic. I am still waiting for him to appear.There are two doors in front of me. One is the door to the blue room with the blue sofa and chair. Behind the other door is an office of some kind, and there is a woman in there, shuffling papers and talking on the phone.The woman comes out of the office. She is holding out my phone. My only possession now – the one artefact from my previous life. There is someone she wants me to speak to.Him.When I hold the phone to my ear, I hear a voice I recognise.But the voice belongs to my mother."Hannah?" she says. "Where are you? What's going on?"There is distress in her voice. Her voice is trembling with pain and anxiety.I do not want to hear it.This is a test. A horrible test, certainly, but one that I can pass. They are trying to tempt me back into the human. They are trying to lure me back into the past.I hang up the phone.But, after a moment, it starts to ring. The word Mum lights up the screen."Talk to her," says the woman.I answer the call.My mother sounds different now. Calmer. She asks again what's going on but gently, even cheerfully. I tell her everything's OK. That I'm fine. I tell her not to worry. I'm in a good place.This is the last time I will ever hear her voice, I think. This is the way I say goodbye.The DiagnosisThey tell me I am being sectioned.The words jar with my beliefs."Section 2 … the Mental Health Act … 28 days … right to appeal … "I cock my head.This does not fit at all. It does not fit in the world of Steve, of Ritual Master, of Shambhala and the invention of magic.I am not concerned. I am concerned only with the energy I can feel spiralling up through my body and the voices I can hear in my head.I pace the hospital corridors, delivering a tearful monologue, delivering the greatest performance of my life. A phrase comes to me. The Girl With All the Gifts. The title of a post-apocalyptic horror film released in 2016, starring Gemma Arterton.I am a magician. I am an actress. I am a writer. I have superhuman strength. I can fly. Anything that can be imagined, I can perform it. Every skill and every ability is mine.The film came out as a warning, and a prophecy.And because of me, the apocalypse has been averted.I am the saviour of the planet. I am the girl with all the gifts.The Journey to RecoveryIt was very hard, the journey to get here. It took 27 years. The path was twisting and full of setbacks, there were challenges and so much pain. There were times I wanted to give up. It was very hard. Everyone will have to make their own journey, and their journeys will be their own, unique as snowflakes or fingerprints. That is the beauty of it, the joy of it. Everyone has to figure it out for themselves.But I have laid the groundwork. I have walked the path. It starts with the energy healing, and it goes on and on through the seven dimensions, through increasingly magical planes. It goes on and on until you meet your soulmate, like I met mine.I was in a TV show called Game of Thrones, hidden in plain sight in the midst of a cultural phenomenon. I, the key to the world's salvation, wore the face of a character called Gilly, but really I played every role. Then I worked on a film called Detroit in Boston. David Benioff and Dan Weiss and Kathryn Bigelow were the four horsemen of the apocalypse. Numbers are irrelevant. Three counts as four. David and Dan and Kathryn cast me in the roles that brought about my destiny. The end and beginning of the world.I am the Ur-actress. I am every actress. Every performance ever given has been animated by my energy, my talent, by the gestures and facial expressions I am performing here and now.The Memoir and BeyondThis is an edited extract from The Make-Believe: A Memoir of Magic and Madness by Hannah Murray, published by Cornerstone (£18.99). To support the Guardian, order your copy at guardianbookshop.com. Delivery charges may apply.Hannah Murray will be in conversation with Jessie Cave at Kings Place in London on 5 June.
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