Entertainment
May 27, 2026
Actor Jamie Bell discusses his role in the explicit new drama 'Half Man,' revealing his relief at f…
The Explicit RoleNot many actors are relieved when they have to film an eye-poppingly explicit sex scene, but that was the case with Jamie Bell on Half Man. His role involved chemsex in saunas, dogging in car parks and illicit quickies in library loos. "Honestly, I was so grateful to be shooting that stuff and not fucking 16-page dialogue scenes, where you're emoting and it's so intense," says Bell. "On days when my character had to have sex with random people, I'd think: 'Thank God!' Frankly, it came as a welcome reprieve."The Creative PartnershipRichard Gadd's first TV show since the Emmy-gobbling global Netflix hit Baby Reindeer, Half Man chronicles the combustible, codependent relationship between two "brothers from another lover". Niall (Bell) is bookish, bullied and closeted. Ruben (Gadd) is the swaggeringly violent ex-con son of his mother's girlfriend. The six-part drama – which reaches its devastating finale next week – traces the inseparable duo's toxic relationship across three decades.The role of Niall was written specifically for Bell. "I didn't realise that when I initially read the scripts," says Bell. "But later, when I met Richard in Los Angeles to discuss it, he said he wrote it with me in mind. I was incredibly flattered … It's a sensory experience reading Richard's material. He truly takes you to those places in your own life. It probes experiences you've kept hidden away somewhere and chosen to forget."Character ComplexityHe was drawn to his Half Man character's complexity. "I thought: 'Woah, this man is on such a destructive downward spiral …' He's got everything he wanted in life but still can't accept who he is. Niall is living as several different people and he's not comfortable with any of them."Bell really empathised with gentle Niall being drawn to such an aggressive alpha male. "Ruben is this disaster of a man. A bull in a china shop, destroying everything and everyone in his wake. Why doesn't Niall step away? Partly self-preservation. Niall feels vulnerable whereas Ruben is intimidatingly powerful. He can be Niall's protector. People fear him. Because of that, Niall latches on to him almost parasitically. Ruben becomes his life support system. I understood that 100%."I grew up in an all-female household and did ballet, so I used to attach myself to tough, troubled guys too. Not my kind of crowd at all but I'd rather have them on my team than not."Themes of Toxic MasculinityNiall struggles with his sexuality to the extent that he undergoes conversion therapy. As a straight man, Bell felt an acute sense of responsibility portraying that. "It's the centre of the character," he says. "The basis of all his issues. I took that very seriously. Niall's self-hate goes beyond shame or societal pressure. Somehow, his own sexuality doesn't sit right within his worldview. That, to me, is beyond sad. 'Be yourself' is the simplest advice yet at times, the hardest to adhere to." As a result of his turmoil, Niall goes to some dark places sexually. "Because of his repression, everything is guarded and hidden. That becomes the excitement. It's an addiction. He gets a kick from dangerous sex."With its portrayal of male rage and damaged antiheroes, Half Man taps into debates about toxic masculinity. Does Bell believe his gender is in crisis? "Look at who are the majority transgressors in this world," he says. "It's men, on all fronts – not just misogyny but conflict, crime, everything. It's important to shine a light on that. The conversation is ongoing. Hopefully this show adds something."The ImpactIt's no-holds-barred TV, full of sex, violence and gut-punch plot twists. "It's a brutal, beastly thing that Richard has created," says Bell. "I'd be lying if I said it was easy or fun to make." Yet the show represents a significant moment in television, pushing boundaries in its depiction of complex male relationships and sexuality. Bell's performance as Niall, combined with Gadd's writing and performance as Ruben, creates a character study that resonates with contemporary discussions about identity, self-acceptance, and the destructive patterns that can emerge from unresolved trauma.