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The Emotional Farewell to a Legend"I'm utterly devastated and have already shed tears," says Manchester City fan Sophie Hope. There is a feeling of loss around the Etihad Stadium, a bereavement that everyone knew was coming but it does not make it any easier to take. The ownership may disagree but this is the club that Pep Guardiola built over the past 10 years and everyone in attendance against Aston Villa on Sunday wanted to pay their respects.This has been a glorious epoch for the club, one that has seen complete and utter misery in modern times. Relegation to the third tier at Stoke, being regularly pummelled by Manchester United and York City away are long forgotten. The transformation was under way before Guardiola arrived a decade ago and everything has been geared towards his demands and needs. Ilkay Gündogan, Ederson and Fernandinho were back as City's greatest hits were played.The Guardiola Era at Manchester City"To say City is part of my DNA is not overstating it," Hope says. "I feel I need to try and remember that it's football but it's also not just football, it's family, it's special and Pep has brought such a huge level of enjoyment, excitement, joy and pride to our club."I've been going to City for 36 years and our next manager will be the first my dad won't have known, he died in 2021. I have to remind myself of all the good times. The happiness Pep has brought to me, my life, to Manchester will never be replicated or forgotten."The Transformation of Manchester CityGuardiola created a magical mystical tour for City, taking the masses on triumphant tours to Real Madrid and a plethora of other of Europe's most historical venues, leaving having not just won but shown complete dominance. None will be more memorable than Istanbul, City's first Champions League trophy, won thanks to Rodri on an edgy night against Inter."Pep took us into a footballing galaxy that only a handful of teams in world football will ever experience," Andy Hooper says. "I think back to watching hundreds of games at Maine Road with my grandad. Together we never even reached a major semi-final, but did witness us dropping to League One. He always told me we'd be back one day, and I believed him. Fast forward to the pinnacle of the Pep era: taking my seven-year-old lad to Istanbul to watch us complete the treble. Pep's not just been our manager he's all of us, you can tell he feels it, he loves the place, sticks up for us against anything thrown at us, he will be for ever our boss. He completed our journey from the Peter Swales lows to the ridiculous highs."The Emotional Tributes and FarewellSuccess changes lives, even if it is enjoyed vicariously through the local football club. Guardiola has improved the existence of tens of thousands, finding joy in the style and trophy lifts. Everyone has embraced the "Catalan Manc," enjoying his love of the city, living in the centre of it, becoming friends with the Gallagher brothers and references to local culture. "People called Mourinho the special one, but he's got nothing on Pep," says Hope. "He clearly loves Manchester, embracing it as his city. That's how we feel about Pep, he's our Pep."Many of those in love with Guardiola will get to sit in the newly expanded North Stand named in his honour, helping secure a record Etihad Stadium attendance of 60,332, a fitting way to go out. It was unveiled on Sunday while a statue will be erected somewhere in the vicinity to immortalise the immortal to ensure that some things are eternal.The Legacy of Pep GuardiolaAll the Guardiola collectibles were on sale, from flags to scarves and plenty in between, while one group in the East Stand stood resplendent in T-shirts spelling out "Gracies Pep" to show their appreciation in his native Catalan. A mural depicting Guardiola now sits resplendent on the side of a house opposite the ground but there is no chance of him being forgotten.Fans will probably be clubbing together to see if they can find the land of the coconuts where Guardiola will be sunning himself over the summer. At the very least, they initiated Guardiola's new life with the palm trees by bouncing beach balls around the stands.Guardiola should have brought his own tissues, with eyes watering when he embraced another departing legend Bernardo Silva after bringing the captain off. Without a handkerchief in sight, Guardiola was forced to use his Pep-branded T-shirt to wipe away the tears. The Portuguese was given a standing ovation and guard of honour from the two teams and it seemed to finally dawn on Guardiola when he embraced the man that has provided immaculate service for nine seasons. Shortly afterwards John Stones got the same combination of standing ovation and guard of honour. "We've got Guardiola," rang out repeatedly as the head coach absorbed it for one final time, weeping. The Blue Moon has reached its highest under Guardiola, and it will rise again at Manchester City but it will never shine as bright. Guardiola finished with: "In the next years, if you see me in the States or Europe or somewhere and you are a Man City fan, come and hug me. I will need it." So will they.

France announced on Saturday that it has barred Israeli National Security Minister Itamar Ben‑Gvir from entering French territory, citing his “unspeakable” behaviour toward activists of the Global Sumud Flotilla. The decision follows similar bans by Poland and Slovenia and comes as the European Union and the International Criminal Court intensify legal actions against Israeli officials over the Gaza war.France’s Ban on Itamar Ben‑Gvir: Immediate Trigger and Legal RationaleForeign Minister Jean‑Noël Barrot posted on X that the ban is a direct response to Ben‑Gvir’s video‑recorded gloating over detained flotilla activists, who were allegedly blindfolded and bound at the port of Ashdod. Barrot warned that French and European citizens cannot be “threatened, intimidated or brutalised” by a public official and called on the EU to adopt coordinated sanctions.Sanctions Landscape: ICC Warrants, EU Measures and Other National BansBen‑Gvir’s exclusion joins a broader punitive framework targeting Israeli leaders:International Criminal Court – issued arrest warrants in November 2024 for Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu and former Defence Minister Yoav Gallant over alleged war crimes in Gaza.Poland – announced a five‑year entry ban on Ben‑Gvir on Thursday, condemning “gloating over people in custody.”Slovenia – barred Ben‑Gvir and Finance Minister Bezalel Smotrich last July for inciting “extreme violence and serious human‑rights violations.”European Union – recently adopted sanctions on unnamed Israeli settlers and four settlement organisations, freezing assets and restricting financial flows.United States – under the Biden administration, assets of 30 Israeli settlers and groups were blocked; the measures were later lifted by the Trump administration in January 2025.Quantifying the Diplomatic Fallout: Arrest Warrants, Ban Durations, and Economic RestrictionsThe cumulative impact includes:Two ICC arrest warrants that obligate member states to detain the named officials.Five‑year ban imposed by Poland and an indefinite ban by France.EU sanctions affecting at least three individual settlers and four settlement organisations, freezing their EU‑based assets.US sanctions that blocked access to the American financial system for dozens of entities, later reversed.Strategic Implications for Israel‑EU Relations and Regional DiplomacyThese coordinated actions signal a hardening European stance toward Israeli policies in Gaza and the occupied West Bank. By targeting high‑profile ministers, European capitals aim to pressure Israel to curb settlement expansion and address alleged war crimes, while also reassuring domestic constituencies concerned about human‑rights violations.Potential Trajectory: Further Restrictions and Legal ActionsAnalysts expect additional European states to consider entry bans or asset freezes for other officials linked to the Gaza conflict, especially if the ICC proceeds with prosecutions. Continued EU coordination could lead to a unified sanctions regime, while diplomatic friction may push Israel to seek alternative alliances outside the traditional Western bloc.

The Lead The 2026 Met Gala became a flashpoint for cultural tension as Amazon's $10 million patronage by Jeff Bezos and Lauren Sánchez Bezos sparked unprecedented protests from both activists and fashion industry insiders. The event highlighted the growing friction between tech billionaires seeking cultural validation and a fashion community increasingly uncomfortable with their presence. The Fashion-Tech Collision The Met Gala has evolved beyond a mere fashion event into a cultural battleground where the values of the fashion industry clash with those of Silicon Valley. This year's gala, honoring "The Garden of Time" theme, featured an unprecedented guest list of tech titans including Google co-founder Sergey Brin, Mark Zuckerberg, and staff from OpenAI. The $42 million raised—tickets priced at a staggering $100,000 each—funds the Metropolitan Museum of Art's Costume Institute, yet the presence of tech barons whose companies have faced criticism for labor practices and political alignments has created an uncomfortable juxtaposition. The Protests and Cultural Resistance Opposition to Bezos's involvement manifested in multiple forms. The activist group Everyone Hates Elon projected interviews with disgruntled Amazon workers onto Bezos's Manhattan penthouse and distributed fake urine containers to highlight reports of drivers urinating in bottles due to relentless work schedules. Former US Vogue editor Gabriella Karefa-Johnson organized a "Ball Without Billionaires" as an alternative event, featuring Amazon workers on the runway. In a powerful statement, Karefa-Johnson wrote: "Fashion has always had a talent for laundering. In these moments, it wraps the most sinister individuals in silk, under the warm glow of flashing lights, and manages to convince us it's culture. This is not new. But I have my limits." The Hollywood Parallel: Fiction Meets Reality Interestingly, the cultural backlash against tech's infiltration of fashion was mirrored in Hollywood's "The Devil Wears Prada 2," released just before the gala. The film features a tech baron character named Benji Barnes who attempts to buy the struggling Runway magazine for his girlfriend, echoing unsubstantiated rumors about Bezos potentially acquiring Vogue for his wife. The film's villain delivers a chilling monologue about AI replacing human creativity in publishing, mirroring real concerns about tech's influence on creative industries. The Fashion Industry's Faustian Pact Despite the backlash, the fashion industry has increasingly embraced tech billionaires as patrons and collaborators. Lauren Sánchez Bezos has been prominently featured in US Vogue, received a digital wedding cover in 2025, and sits front row at Paris fashion week shows. The couple has also announced millions in grants for sustainable fabric research. This relationship represents a complex interdependence: fashion gains financial support and cultural relevance, while tech billionaires acquire the cultural cachet they crave. Editor Anna Wintour, who continues to oversee the Met Gala after stepping down from her Vogue editor role in 2025, has a history of bringing commercially potent figures into the fashion fold, often against public criticism. The Future of Fashion and Tech Relations The growing tension between tech's wealth and fashion's cultural values may signal a pivotal moment for both industries. As inequality continues to rise and tech companies face increasing scrutiny over labor practices and political influence, the fashion community may need to reconcile its financial dependence on tech patrons with its traditional values of creativity and cultural significance. The question remains whether this relationship can evolve into something more equitable or if the cultural backlash will force a fundamental restructuring of how these industries interact.

Roster Announcement: Zendejas In, Tessmann OutClub América winger Alejandro Zendejas is on the United States' 26-man roster for this summer's World Cup, while Lyon defensive midfielder Tanner Tessmann is not included. The selections are the most notable new information gleaned from head coach Mauricio Pochettino's full World Cup roster, which was obtained by the Guardian and is authentic according to multiple sources with knowledge of Pochettino's selections.The roster confirms Zendejas's selection and Tessmann's omission, along with the inclusion of Borussia Mönchengladbach's Gio Reyna and the omission of Real Salt Lake's Diego Luna, both attacking midfielders, choices that were first reported by the Athletic. US Soccer declined to comment on the roster, which will be officially announced Tuesday at a nationally televised event in New York City.Reyna's Redemption: Past Controversies OvercomeReyna has been included despite playing only 520 minutes for Mönchengladbach this season, though he featured in the club's final five league matches. Pochettino has repeatedly praised the 23-year-old and singled him out as a player he's willing to include regardless of club form.During the 2022 World Cup, Reyna found himself at the center of one of the most dramatic and bizarre moments in men's national team history, having nearly been sent home from the tournament for behavioral issues. Not long afterwards, Reyna's parents became ensnared in a prolonged public falling out with US coach Gregg Berhalter. The situation has cast a shadow over Reyna in the years that followed.Sebastian Berhalter, the son of the former USMNT coach, is also on the roster. The 25-year-old never represented the US at the youth international levels, but forced his way into Pochettino's plans on the back of his considerable development since joining the Vancouver Whitecaps in 2022. Berhalter made the MLS Best XI last year as the Whitecaps' chief orchestrator en route to the club's first MLS Cup berth and first run to the Concacaf Champions Cup final. Berhalter also gives this team a dead-ball specialist, able to consistently place corner kicks in dangerous areas.Notable Exclusions: Luna and Tessmann Left BehindDespite being a key contributor throughout the USMNT's buildup to the World Cup, Diego Luna did not make the roster. He was the subject of frequent praise from Pochettino for his aggressiveness on both sides of the ball and scored four goals in 17 appearances in 2025, emerging as a breakout star. Despite missing March camp as he returned from an injury, Luna has returned in great form with four goals and two assists in seven MLS appearances (six starts) since 1 April.The 22-year-old also featured widely in promotional pushes ahead of the tournament, including a glitzy ad by tournament rights holder Fox. A spokesperson for the federation said earlier this week that Pochettino had nothing to do with the players selected to appear in those advertisements, some of which were produced months ago.The 28-year-old Zendejas is among Liga MX's most dangerous forwards, with 12 goals and seven assists in 2,443 minutes to lead Club América's attack. Despite his form, Pochettino has given Zendejas just 139 minutes across six appearances, with his most recent shift coming on 9 September against Japan.Tessmann, 24, suffered a muscle strain at Lyon two weeks ago but was still expected to be included in the roster. It's not immediately clear whether Tessman's exclusion is injury-related. The FC Dallas academy product appeared in 29 league matches for Lyon this season, starting 22 of them.Squad Composition: Strategic Balance for Tournament SuccessAs it stands, there are only four central or defensive midfielders on Pochettino's squad, with Weston McKennie joining Berhalter, Cristian Roldan and Tyler Adams. McKennie had seemed likely to play further upfield after his attacking midfield deployment in the March window.The defensive corps has gained the extra number, with 10 defenders picked to split time among four or five starting slots. Center-back Chris Richards is on the roster after Crystal Palace's manager announced he would miss the team's league finale this weekend with torn ligaments in his ankle. Missing among the central defenders is Noahkai Banks, the dual-national who left his international status in limbo and declined a US call-up in March as he weighed interest from Germany.Chicago Fire goalkeeper Chris Brady joins Matt Freese and Matt Turner on the roster. Brady, 22, is among the most in-form keepers in MLS and has been called into national team camp several times but never capped. Brady is the presumed No 3 behind Freese and Turner.In total, 13 members of Pochettino's squad have made their second World Cup roster, with the other half is comprised of first-time selections.Final Steps: Pre-Tournament Schedule and Roster ConfirmationThe USMNT will play their final two matches prior to the World Cup against Senegal on 31 May and Germany on 6 June. Managers must submit their rosters to Fifa by 1 June and are only able to change their squads after officially naming the 26-man roster in "exceptional cases", a loosely defined circumstance which must be approved by Fifa's medical committee.Complete USMNT 2026 World Cup RosterGoalkeepers (3): Chris Brady* (Chicago Fire, 0 caps/0 goals), Matt Freese* (New York City, 14/0), Matt Turner (New England Revolution, 53/0)Defenders (10): Max Arfsten* (Columbus Crew, 18/1), Sergiño Dest (PSV, 37/2), Alex Freeman* (Villarreal, 15/2), Mark McKenzie* (Toulouse, 27/0), Tim Ream (Charlotte FC, 80/1), Chris Richards* (Crystal Palace, 36/3), Antonee Robinson (Fulham, 52/4), Miles Robinson* (FC Cincinnati, 38/3), Joe Scally (Borussia Mönchengladbach, 24/0), Auston Trusty* (Celtic, 6/0)Midfielders (4): Tyler Adams (AFC Bournemouth, 52/2), Sebastian Berhalter* (Vancouver Whitecaps, 11/1), Weston McKennie (Juventus, 64/12), Cristian Roldan (Seattle Sounders, 45/0)Attacking midfielders/wingers (6): Brenden Aaronson (Leeds United, 57/9), Christian Pulisic (Milan, 84/32), Gio Reyna (Borussia Mönchengladbach, 36/9), Malik Tillman* (Bayer Leverkusen, 28/3), Tim Weah (Marseille, 49/7), Alejandro Zendejas* (Club América, 13/2)Strikers (3): Folarin Balogun* (AS Monaco, 25/8), Ricardo Pepi* (PSV, 35/13), Haji Wright (Coventry City, 20/7)

The Influence of Big Tech on Trump's AI Executive Order Only hours before Donald Trump was set to sign a long-awaited executive order on Thursday that would have called for a government safety review of new artificial intelligence models before their release, the president abruptly backed out. Despite growing public backlash to the technology and experts warning new models will pose critical security risks, Trump vowed the US government would not slow down the AI race. The Event Details During a meeting with reporters on Thursday, Trump cited both American dominance and competition with China and as his reasoning behind the reversal. "I didn’t like certain aspects of it, I postponed it," Trump said of the executive order in the Oval Office. "We’re leading China, we’re leaving everybody, and I don’t want to do anything that’s gonna get in the way of that lead." The Data Analysis Trump’s postponing of the order was a victory for tech leaders who have long opposed AI regulation and spent millions lobbying against it. The decision was also the direct result of their influence, according to reports from multiple news outlets, with tech billionaires including Elon Musk, Mark Zuckerberg and former White House “AI czar” David Sacks personally urging Trump to reverse course in private phone calls. The Impact Analysis The AI industry has greatly benefitted from Trump’s anti-regulation stance. The president has publicly embraced industry leaders including OpenAI CEO Sam Altman while appointing others such as Musk and Sacks to prominent government positions. In December the president signed an executive order seeking to block any state attempts on regulating AI, giving well-worn tech industry talking points about opposing bureaucracy and combating China as his rationale. The Prediction Less than a month after the first reports that the White House was considering vetting AI models, the prospect of the Trump administration creating any stringent AI regulations once again appears extremely unlikely. The threat of a global breakdown in cybersecurity joins disinformation, mass surveillance, as concerns that are not being addressed.

The Lead The Women's Champions League final is set to be a spectacular showdown between two European powerhouses, Barcelona and OL Lyonnes. This match represents the pinnacle of women's club football, with both teams boasting incredible pedigree and star players. The final takes place in Oslo, with kick-off at 5pm BST, promising a thrilling contest between contrasting styles. The Match Preview Barcelona approaches the final with their trademark possession-based, technically superior football that has made them one of the most dominant teams in women's football. Their 4-3-3 formation features world-class talents throughout the squad, with Alexia Putellas and Aitana Bonmati providing the creativity in midfield. Barcelona will look to control the tempo and use their technical superiority to break down Lyon's defense. On the other hand, OL Lyonnes brings a more physically imposing style to the final, which proved crucial in their semi-final victory over Arsenal. Led by former Barcelona head coach Jonatan Giraldez, Lyonnes combines physical strength with technical quality. Their 4-3-3 formation is built on solid defensive foundations, with captain Wendie Renard providing leadership at the back. The Key Players Barcelona's starting lineup features Cata Coll in goal, with a defensive line including Batlle, Paredes, Leon, and Brugts. The midfield trio of Serrajordi, Guijarro, and Putellas will look to control the tempo, supported by the attacking trio of Graham Hansen, Pajor, and Parralluelo. The bench includes stars like Bonmati, who could be crucial if the match goes to extra time. Lyonnes counters with Endler in goal, backed by a defensive unit of Lawrence, Renard, Engen, and Bacha. Their midfield of Dumoray, Heaps, and Yohannes provides the platform for the attacking talents of Becho, Hegerberg, and Brand. Lyonnes' bench includes formidable options like Katoto and Chawinga, offering different tactical options if needed. The Historical Context This final represents a meeting of two of the most successful teams in women's Champions League history. Between Barcelona and Lyonnes, they have accumulated 11 Champions League titles, underscoring their dominance in European women's football. Both teams have already secured their domestic titles this season, making this final the ultimate prize to cap off successful campaigns. The match also features an intriguing subplot with Lyonnes coached by Jonatan Giraldez, who previously led Barcelona to success. This adds an extra dimension to the tactical battle, as Giraldez will be familiar with Barcelona's strengths and weaknesses, while Barcelona will look to adapt to his methods. The Prediction Given the contrasting styles, this final promises to be a tactical battle between Barcelona's technical approach and Lyonnes' physical prowess. Barcelona's ability to control possession and create chances through intricate passing could be the deciding factor, but Lyonnes' experience in finals and physical strength could prove decisive. The match may come down to which team can impose their style on the game and capitalize on their star players' moments of brilliance.

The Lead: A New Kind of Celebrity Hot SeatThe Assembly brings together a 28‑strong panel of autistic, neurodivergent and learning‑disabled interviewers to grill high‑profile guests for up to three hours. The result is a mix of raw emotion, humour and unexpected intimacy that has quickly become ITV's most talked‑about chatshow. How "The Assembly" Merges Neurodiversity with Celebrity InterviewsThe format, adapted from France’s Les Rencontres du Papotin, opens each episode with a clear rule‑set: no question is off‑limits and every guest must answer honestly. Rylan Clark’s first appearance set the tone with blunt queries like “Are they your real teeth?” and “Did you ever consider having a real suntan?”. Subsequent guests—including Danny Dyer, David Tennant, Jade Thirlwall and Stephen Fry—have faced probing topics ranging from personal trauma to sexual preferences, often leaving them laughing, crying or both. Viewership, Awards and International Roll‑outHalf‑million YouTube views for Danny Dyer’s debut episode, the series’ most‑watched clip.Series nominated for a Bafta and winner of an RTS award.Commissioned in 20 countries across Europe, North America and Australasia.Three‑hour recording windows give guests space for genuine connection, a stark contrast to the typical 10‑minute segment on traditional chatshows. Why the Show Is Shaking Up the Talk‑Show LandscapeBy handing editorial control to neurodivergent interviewers, the programme challenges the “sound‑bite” culture of mainstream TV. Viewers report increased awareness of autism and learning disabilities, while celebrities appreciate the chance to be seen beyond PR‑driven narratives. The blend of entertainment and representation has created a “cult following” that even attracted selfies from Bafta‑winning stars. What’s Next for "The Assembly" and the Wider TV IndustrySeason 2 has already featured Stephen Fry, whose outrageous questions sparked viral moments. Producers hint at future political guests such as Keir Starmer and Tony Blair, and a possible spin‑off with former Scottish First Minister Nicola Sturgeon. If the current trajectory holds, the format could inspire a new wave of inclusive programming, prompting rival broadcasters to experiment with longer‑form, unscripted interviews that prioritize authenticity over commercial sell‑through.

Lead: From On‑Screen Heroine to Real‑World SurvivorIn a candid Guardian interview, Hannah Murray reflects on the paradox of feeling liberated after quitting acting, only to be drawn into a high‑priced wellness cult that jeopardised her mental health. The experience culminated in a psychotic break, a brief hospitalisation, and a subsequent bipolar diagnosis.The cult’s promise and Murray’s descent into its underbellyAt 27, Murray joined an organisation that marketed “wisdom and specialness” for a fee running into thousands of pounds. The group’s charismatic leader, identifiable by a symbolic necklace and a giant Starbucks cup, offered a quick fix for the emptiness Murray felt after years of fame‑driven validation.Initial attraction: desire for lasting “specialness” beyond acting roles.Practices: meditation, gratitude diaries, and “spiritual” workshops.Cost: substantial financial outlay combined with escalating mental strain.The hidden price tag and mental‑health falloutThe cult’s financial demands were matched by a severe psychological toll. Murray experienced a catastrophic psychotic episode, leading to a brief stay in an acute mental‑health unit where she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.Impact: What Murray’s story reveals about the wellness industry’s lure for young creativesHer narrative underscores a broader vulnerability: young, high‑profile individuals often seek quick‑fix solutions to the pressures of fame, making them prime targets for exploitative “wellness” enterprises. Murray notes a lack of critical scrutiny surrounding the industry’s promises, which are frequently presented as universally benign.Future outlook: Growing calls for accountability and mental‑health advocacyAs more public figures share similar experiences, the wellness sector may face increased regulatory attention and a push for transparent, evidence‑based practices. Murray’s memoir adds momentum to a cultural conversation about protecting vulnerable talent from predatory self‑help movements.

The LeadGame of Thrones actress Hannah Murray shares her experience of being sectioned in a psychiatric hospital in her new memoir "The Make-Believe: A Memoir of Magic and Madness." The actress describes her mental health journey and the experience of being involuntarily admitted under the Mental Health Act.The Hospital ExperienceThe door to the room opens. A man enters the room. He is a Black man, bald and overweight. He is dressed in uniform. Blue uniform, a blue lanyard that reads "NHS". But I know Steve, the leader of the organisation that introduced me to magic, is a magician. I know he can appear in disguise.I approach the man and try to kiss him.He does not let me kiss him. Then no. It is not Steve.The man has brought me a plate of toast. He has brought me a cup of tea. I add sugar to the tea, which I would never have done in my former life, but a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down!I am a Ritual Master. And this, drinking my own urine, is a powerful ritual. This is all I need now to survive … I will never need to eat again. I survive on liquids and air and lightI do not eat the toast. I drink the tea. I am alone in the room again and I urinate into the cup and drink that too.I am a Ritual Master. And this, drinking my own urine, is a powerful ritual. This is all I need now to survive. It is the most potent of potions I can drink. I am a self-contained, utterly self-sufficient being. I will never need to eat again. I survive on liquids and air and light.I decide to explore outside the room. Outside my sanctuary. He has not come. So maybe I need to go searching for him …The Phone CallTime jumps. I am in a corridor lit by overhead strip lights. The electric light is pale yellow in tone. I am sat on one of three chairs in a row against the wall. The chairs are purple, curved plastic. I am still waiting for him to appear.There are two doors in front of me. One is the door to the blue room with the blue sofa and chair. Behind the other door is an office of some kind, and there is a woman in there, shuffling papers and talking on the phone.The woman comes out of the office. She is holding out my phone. My only possession now – the one artefact from my previous life. There is someone she wants me to speak to.Him.When I hold the phone to my ear, I hear a voice I recognise.But the voice belongs to my mother."Hannah?" she says. "Where are you? What's going on?"There is distress in her voice. Her voice is trembling with pain and anxiety.I do not want to hear it.This is a test. A horrible test, certainly, but one that I can pass. They are trying to tempt me back into the human. They are trying to lure me back into the past.I hang up the phone.But, after a moment, it starts to ring. The word Mum lights up the screen."Talk to her," says the woman.I answer the call.My mother sounds different now. Calmer. She asks again what's going on but gently, even cheerfully. I tell her everything's OK. That I'm fine. I tell her not to worry. I'm in a good place.This is the last time I will ever hear her voice, I think. This is the way I say goodbye.The DiagnosisThey tell me I am being sectioned.The words jar with my beliefs."Section 2 … the Mental Health Act … 28 days … right to appeal … "I cock my head.This does not fit at all. It does not fit in the world of Steve, of Ritual Master, of Shambhala and the invention of magic.I am not concerned. I am concerned only with the energy I can feel spiralling up through my body and the voices I can hear in my head.I pace the hospital corridors, delivering a tearful monologue, delivering the greatest performance of my life. A phrase comes to me. The Girl With All the Gifts. The title of a post-apocalyptic horror film released in 2016, starring Gemma Arterton.I am a magician. I am an actress. I am a writer. I have superhuman strength. I can fly. Anything that can be imagined, I can perform it. Every skill and every ability is mine.The film came out as a warning, and a prophecy.And because of me, the apocalypse has been averted.I am the saviour of the planet. I am the girl with all the gifts.The Journey to RecoveryIt was very hard, the journey to get here. It took 27 years. The path was twisting and full of setbacks, there were challenges and so much pain. There were times I wanted to give up. It was very hard. Everyone will have to make their own journey, and their journeys will be their own, unique as snowflakes or fingerprints. That is the beauty of it, the joy of it. Everyone has to figure it out for themselves.But I have laid the groundwork. I have walked the path. It starts with the energy healing, and it goes on and on through the seven dimensions, through increasingly magical planes. It goes on and on until you meet your soulmate, like I met mine.I was in a TV show called Game of Thrones, hidden in plain sight in the midst of a cultural phenomenon. I, the key to the world's salvation, wore the face of a character called Gilly, but really I played every role. Then I worked on a film called Detroit in Boston. David Benioff and Dan Weiss and Kathryn Bigelow were the four horsemen of the apocalypse. Numbers are irrelevant. Three counts as four. David and Dan and Kathryn cast me in the roles that brought about my destiny. The end and beginning of the world.I am the Ur-actress. I am every actress. Every performance ever given has been animated by my energy, my talent, by the gestures and facial expressions I am performing here and now.The Memoir and BeyondThis is an edited extract from The Make-Believe: A Memoir of Magic and Madness by Hannah Murray, published by Cornerstone (£18.99). To support the Guardian, order your copy at guardianbookshop.com. Delivery charges may apply.Hannah Murray will be in conversation with Jessie Cave at Kings Place in London on 5 June.